Images and imaginings from a sadomasochistic girl in Utah.

My blog contains both tame and NSFW content about sexuality, kink, a few social issues, and things that I find hot as hell.

My Art blog: Rat Scribbles
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17th May 2013

Quote reblogged from creature of grief and dust and bitter longings with 12,006 notes

Picture yourself when you were five. In fact, dig out a photo of little you at that time and tape it to your mirror. How would you treat her, love her, feed her? How would you nurture her if you were the mother of little you? I bet you would protect her fiercely while giving her space to spread her itty-bitty wings. She’d get naps, healthy food, imagination time, and adventures into the wild. If playground bullies hurt her feelings, you’d hug her tears away and give her perspective. When tantrums or meltdowns turned her into a poltergeist, you’d demand a loving time-out in the naughty chair. From this day forward I want you to extend that same compassion to your adult self.
— Kris Carr (via martaunderthesea)

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17th May 2013

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dear samantha
i’m sorry
we have to get a divorce
i know that seems like an odd way to start a love letter but let me explain:
it’s not you
it sure as hell isn’t me
it’s just human beings don’t love as well as insects do
i love you.. far too much to let what we have be ruined by the failings of our species

i saw the way you looked at the waiter last night
i know you would never DO anything, you never do but..
i saw the way you looked at the waiter last night

did you know that when a female fly accepts the pheromones put off by a male fly, it re-writes her brain, destroys the receptors that receive pheromones, sensing the change, the male fly does the same. when two flies love each other they do it so hard, they will never love anything else ever again. if either one of them dies before procreation can happen both sets of genetic code are lost forever. now that… is dedication.

after Elizabeth and i broke up we spent three days dividing everything we had bought together
like if i knew what pots were mine like if i knew which drapes were mine somehow the pain would go away

this is not true

after two praying mantises mate, the nervous system of the male begins to shut down
while he still has control over his motor functions
he flops onto his back, exposing his soft underbelly up to his lover like a gift
she then proceeds to lovingly dice him into tiny cubes
spooning every morsel into her mouth
she wastes nothing
even the exoskeleton goes
she does this so that once their children are born she has something to regurgitate to feed them
now that.. is selflessness

i could never do that for you

so i have a new plan
i’m gonna leave you now
i’m gonna spend the rest of my life committing petty injustices
i hope you do the same
i will jay walk at every opportunity
i will steal things i could easily afford
i will be rude to strangers
i hope you do the same
i hope reincarnation is real
i hope our petty crimes are enough to cause us to be reborn as lesser creatures
i hope we are reborn as flies
so that we can love each other as hard as we were meant to.

— Jared Singer, An Entomologist’s Last Love Letter  (via funpoolparty)

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14th May 2013

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14th May 2013

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ecmajor:

Van Arno.

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13th May 2013

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13th May 2013

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passion:

shall i compare thee to a summer’s day?

hot as balls

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12th May 2013

Photoset reblogged from PlumBat with 5,685 notes

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12th May 2013

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11th May 2013

Photoset reblogged from Happy BDSM with 124 notes

happybdsm:

(Submission via thegreatgodum)

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10th May 2013

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30 Days of Kink: Day 6

plumbat:

Day 6: Describe your weirdest/most interesting sexual fantasy.

Ugh, this is pretty damn embarrassing, but ok. I never really fantasize about myself, but in this particular fantasy, which is the most detailed and recurring one I’ve got going and which dates back a while now, it’s pretty clear which character is a stand-in for me. It’s this weird sci-fi/fantasy setting, and there’s this royal couple, a King and a Queen. And they get presented with a sex toy, for them to share, which is this genetically-engineered, mostly-human hermaphrodite person-thing that’s, like, a perfect blend of male and female. Nice tits, tight vag, good-sized cock, body shape an interesting blend of feminine and masculine, with maybe one or two wholly inhuman features built-in for extra sexiness, like its feet are naturally shaped like heels. And it can think and feel, but they treat it like an object and just use and abuse the fuck out of it. Sometimes there’s a trigger word that they can use to make it come, and which it can’t come without, which they use only inasmuch as it can further their own pleasure in any given scenario. Lots of variations on this poor creature getting screwed in fun, humiliating, casual ways.

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